Okiz.
After so many days,
Finally my update is here,
thought I knew exactly my readers has all gone!
Probably they had forgotten a blogger named AnnHui or Rebecca.
My 1st post in year 2011.
You might ask me why ! why now i post my first post !
No excuse for myself, ‘I’M LAZY’, ‘FIND NO TIME, ‘NOTHING TO SHARE’
and why and what for you want to update at this time.
I read a few blogger posts’, and suddenly a lot of stuff and ideas makes me think back the first time,
why I interested to share something in my public blog !
Of course, initially was my brother forcing me to write ! update ! update ! update !
He teach me a lot of things , including reading the code, and all other stuff that connected with internet serving, coding and etc.
And that, I used to update my blog for times, even my bro. didn’t nagging me to update.
Haha
Times goes by, few years time passed. I stop or seldom update in 2 years ago !
I was so easily distracted by things, i hate this kind of life.
I even hate that, the attitude of me for not working hard / strive to change even thou I spent a lot of times !!
I was SO SO disappointed !!
I got nothing to describe how stupid I was .
In God’s word, HE not allow people to say themselves stupid.
I do ever doubt God’s making, that I am the different one compare to other creature. Among all human, I am the special one (the stupid one).
Sometimes I found myself wrong , sometimes I found myself right .
So i dunno !
After created this domain – annhui.com -
i found myself lacking in a lot of aspect, whatever you can speak it out! And that ‘s what i lack of !
Looking down at myself, is something joyful !
But I was wrong !!!
I ended up with distress, embarrassment, disappointment.
That’s what I go through ..
Sad right? pity me ?
Oh ! Don’t put your pity eyes on me , not just a bit !
If you can help me out of my troubles, i guess that is just – Pray for me -
