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I’ve made wrong decision.
I thought I would just make you laugh or smile,
although I know I’m not so good enough on my capability and languages.
I’m sorry..

I just put you into a bad situation, where people start to complain your religion and hesitate on your ministry. I know this all is important to you..
Yet I did mistakes without any realization.

You told me, what had happen actually after the night you’ve received call.
You’re just stunned when you saw what I posted up. I’m sorry for my mistake.
I’m sorry that, is my fault that put you into this kind of situation.
I’m sorry..

I listened your sharing what happen to you all these while..
I was so proud of you, that you admit your wrong and feel sorry for me, coz you think I’m not teached in this way and didn’t put any limit.
I’m sorry for my mistake,
…………..

My fault.
I’m sorry

Marriage Vow Renewal Ceremony 09-10-10 held at Borneo Convention Center in Kuching..
Muahahaha..
Hmm, our church has really made a lot of effort in this marriage vow renewal ceremony.
Yeap.. And in the end it was wonderfully success this ceremony..

To join this ceremony there is terms and regulations de oo.
- You need to be married of course
- You never married in church (like christian marriage)
- You have to be in this church, Blessed Church.. any partner would be..

There are 167 or 169 couples joining this ceremony.. It was touched!
Coz they had go through many trials edand difficulties yet they are able to love each other again, holding hands together.
Especially the world are getting wicked.
Prostitute are almost everywhere. They broke family by families…
How many families have they destroy? And how many times husband and wife cannot face one of the trials?
Divorce would probably happen Since that the rate of divorcee are getting increase
Then why not, we try to make it decrease..
I mean, you have the right to change the situation…

A healthy family need LOVE..
LOVE is the point to strengthen you and I..
Without LOVE in a family, there will be quarrels, disobeyed , ungrateful, hatred, don’t feel like staying at home and etc..
Parents and children have their right to makes the difference.. HUH!

Before the ceremony, there are three days lesson you must attend.
To able attend the ceremony, you need bear in mind, what is should and what is shouldn’t in a marriage.

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Chia Siang suddenly ask me go pick him up,
as because he always bring me out and be so good to everyone and me also la,
that is why I  agree to bring him up….
If u noe me well, I am the kind of ‘ngiao JI’ people, and my mum usually will they dun have car merh and the lalalala….
But I’ve been kindly since I was borned.. So I am Not So the Ngiao Ji lor.
=.=”

Chia Siang go and pick up his coat
He had chose a quite funny coat for me lar, but since he need it or want it so much,
then I dun dare to make more any statement regarding to his coat..
But seriously is so much like the man playing piano on the stage de…
Sorry, I dunno how to describe.

Er!! How sweet they are huh?

He was picking this tie at first, but it seems so unsuitable him,
Complain : Is more to girl, not suit your wearing, and OH NO…

Group Photos of Prince and Princess… Beautiful lady and Handsome man ::

These are the out door want…

And indoor de.

Can you found my brother?? Since it had zoom until so near
I think this is the maximum of zooming gua..

Girls / Ladies / Women / Princesses ::

Boys / Gentlemen / Men / Princes

So easy to find my brother??
You know why??
Coz he was wearing a white coat?
But why there is someone wearing white coat ler, since that most of the men wearing black?

Hahaha,, actually this ceremony is kind of CUTE to illustrate them..
Coz of their obedience and lalalallalallala.. and you look at them…
UNCLES AND AUNTIES WEARING WEDDING COAT AND GOWN IN A HIGHER AGE ^^

My niece and nephew.

The bigger they am the sweeter they am..
Boy change to man, and girl change to woman..
KinTio yi xia de.
But they really sweet.

Family photo…
They seems like photostatted from same gender..

YEah! They really grew up fast..
In unrealized they are getting taller and taller.. and me will be going older and older!! So the swt =.=”

My Asao photo shoot ::

Another family photo, Christina looks tired.. (more…)

I was reminded to update my blog..
Sorry for not update anything about myself recently..
Feel so bad recently, having a serious bad mood..
I’ve made a lot of thinking, but in the end come out with nothing..
No pictures would display, erm.. or maybe some animation or views to show how i feel LA..

Hmm,

Don’t know where to start, Hope you people understand.. I just rojak abit lor..
Think tiok what then say what…

Okay I’ll talk about the journey to Miri.

I went to Miri, in the beginning of this month..
Yeah, I did not publicize to everyone and I did not say out in my blog also..
So who knows.
Even some of my family members do not know my journey to Miri..
At that time, I was facing a serious problem, i mean my emotionally.
I start to hate someone, dislike someone… Don’t like this don’t like that
and I just feel like my life is over…
What is the point to live in this world, since that no one really care about you.
I just hate, hatred come into my life… thought I know, I shouldn’t have hatred in me, but still I did..
Then, one day.. My aunt call me up, and ask whether I’m okay to fly over Miri to company her, coz she will be alone after my the other aunt went for traveling.. My aunt probably scare to be alone, Hahahaha…
Then, I check for my schedule to confirm there is no crash in between.. After check..
Yeah!!! I told her, I’m okay.. den she book the ticket then few days later i fly over..

In between these day, I find myself so hard to breath just when home..
Everything just seems so upright and I dislike this kind of feeling.
I don’t really discover what is actually I worry / hate about, but is just a something, a feeling that makes you feel so terrible
Aiya, i also dunno how to explain here.

I packed my clothes and of course my studies course,
It sounds funny, go there enjoy still need to study merh,,
Unfortunately I would say = yeap! coz the day after my back home..
I needa face examination the next morning…
Hiak Hiak.. Thought I really repent not to repeat ’study last minute’, but I fail this time again..
Again and again, how many times I told myself , do not study last minute…
Do Not and the Do Not and the Do Not…
Oops! i DID IT again.. hahahahaha

My mum bring me along to the terminal, while I’m going to waiting room I was totally back looking at my mum..
Don’t really dare to stare at her.. Coz, I will afraid the clouds turn dark.. SO I JUST BYE BYE…

My aunt pick me as usual, but she was late for this time, every time she will waiting for me rather I waiting for her.. Hmm,, hahaha
My aunt treat me as usual, no different..
But things change, i mean
the way she treat me it seems so usual until I never really notice what she did for me..
First, I found myself is useless, irresponsible, no one love me or to say I am unworthy to be loved..
My aunt was like guiding me to study, ask me to help my the other aunt to look over her shop..
You know what..
My aunt even use childish trick to ask me to study…
Is just like, if you study I make you a juice!!
i mean, who will really lure into this kind trap… HUH!!!
Hahaha, but I did….!! How lousy I am…

Once, my aunt suddenly start about our family topic..
She stop this topic when she discover my eyes are wetting.
The time I was shower,
I cry hard and I found what is the thing I really care about before I leave Kuching at the time i was crying..
T.T

Conclusion :
I was touch because at least there is someone love me, when I am down..
Not by words, not by force but love with actions..
I did not really tell me aunt anything how I feel this journey but
Thanks for God give me a wonderful aunt.

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will be continue..

If I remember la..

他的镜框留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一(如果还有)遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐 (more…)