2009 my first time serve in sunday service meeting

First time! MY first time! Thank God for giving me this chance to serve Him at stage!
I never go for serve the LORD in Sunday service, and today is the chance..
U know?!
Actually i prayed for serving the Lord in stage for almost two years.
And every once I pray I really hope that I have the chance, thought i waited for more than two years time.
This two years time really teached me a lot about God’s words, although in my spiritual life I was always upside down but God really help me in every problem and in every condition. Most of the time I am the one who left God or to say let God be apart from my life, yet i didn’t know He is the one who I really need.

Hmm,

Sometimes, I was really blur and really don’t understand what is God’s plan,
Coz will face into many condition which I do not prayed for, asked for and please for but in the end why turn out something that really hurt me or bad condition?
This morning, I was reminded of pregnancy.
It seems like true believer i mean women la ha,
have the problem of pregnant de?
And this morning when i was at stage, I was like..
hmm, hopefully i won’t get pregnant in the future coz will face many many kind of baby’s problem,
Die la, handicap la, bla bla bla, but i know la i know la..
i will get marry in the future and of course la, will bear a child la, abaden i pray for my baby will in the good condition and will not face this ojipala problem… Is so scary for me!
Hahahahaha…
Anyway, is still God plan.. Hmm.. I don’t dare to complain.

A testimonial of serving the Lord at Stage::

In May, i was going to Karaoke with my friends. Thought I know! I really know, Our church not support we youth go to karaoke and some some place!
But I ignore the warrant and of course i went for the karaoke.
I was comforting myself for i was just go practice my singing skill, thought i’m not the pro type la..
but also need to practice practice mar.

In June, our church organize a PK singing! PK some contestant and is one to one type!!
If you watch my video and th side widget there, that is the song i sang for the PKs’ day.
After the day i went for the karaoke, i found myself don’t have the voice to sing and worship God by using my SATISFIED voice, so I’m not really go for practice and even I practice, I can’t hear my voice and i feel like this voice is not my voice. I was definitely can’t find my voice back. I was thinking of giving up at that time but in the end I won that PK singing Competition.
The day of my final practice, voice haven’ come back competely but the times are coming back bit by bit.
After that day, i took a bit practice rather than nothing mar right!
My family was thinking that i might be get ashamed on the stage, but they put a lot of hope on my sister,
Well, i didn’t jealous on my sis la, WHAT FOR!!! but deep inside my heart i was really a bit bit feel sad lorh!
Praise the Lord, the day of competition I did well, at least!!! Hahhaa.
And of course, My voice back to me!
I didn’t realized until July, i think!
When I think back, I was fully amazed why i chose to sing this song?! As there is many other songs which i can choose and i believe i could sing them well also but why? Just why I prefer this song ‘我不为明天忧虑’.

One more thing IS::

Remember my past few post, i mentioned about pastor park. She pray for us with laying her hand on our eyes and she is very anoint person, who came from Korea?!!
She is the one who gave me this scripture in Matthew, got one chapter talks about don’t worry for tomorrow for God will prepare for you.

When I was choosing this song I really forgot this scripture is what Pastor Park has gave to me.
At that moment, i was really touched by my God and i knew He’s talking to me.
Coz, a lot of times i pray and say my voice is lift up because of you, and i wan to use my voice to glorify you, and i willingly dedicate my voice to you, but why i use my voice to sing worldly songs?

Think of it.