2009 my first time serve in sunday service meeting
First time! MY first time! Thank God for giving me this chance to serve Him at stage!
I never go for serve the LORD in Sunday service, and today is the chance..
U know?!
Actually i prayed for serving the Lord in stage for almost two years.
And every once I pray I really hope that I have the chance, thought i waited for more than two years time.
This two years time really teached me a lot about God’s words, although in my spiritual life I was always upside down but God really help me in every problem and in every condition. Most of the time I am the one who left God or to say let God be apart from my life, yet i didn’t know He is the one who I really need.
Hmm,
Sometimes, I was really blur and really don’t understand what is God’s plan,
Coz will face into many condition which I do not prayed for, asked for and please for but in the end why turn out something that really hurt me or bad condition?
This morning, I was reminded of pregnancy.
It seems like true believer i mean women la ha,
have the problem of pregnant de?
And this morning when i was at stage, I was like..
hmm, hopefully i won’t get pregnant in the future coz will face many many kind of baby’s problem,
Die la, handicap la, bla bla bla, but i know la i know la..
i will get marry in the future and of course la, will bear a child la, abaden i pray for my baby will in the good condition and will not face this ojipala problem… Is so scary for me!
Hahahahaha…
Anyway, is still God plan.. Hmm.. I don’t dare to complain.
