..HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS..
HOHOHO

how is your Christmas???
I got no present, but I got a big shock this year…

I have invited my cousins’ Lili to overnight at my house and a staff too,
actually i invited 2 but the other one can’t make it,,

i thought my this year Christmas was just ordinary..

SURPRISINGLY

THIS YEAR IS SO SO DIFFERENT..
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一开始,本来是说想去THE OFFICE过我们的圣诞节,然后就去PETANAK吃宵夜,
过后回到我家睡觉…
一开始很顺利,,都照着所计划好的去做..
我们也去就去THE OFFICE 和 PETANAK 咯..
那时候,我们大家真的真的很累了…
况且我妹妹也跟去..
就这样, 大家本来带着要睡觉的心情回我的家的..

那里知道…

回到家, 还没开到篱笆门, 就看到某某人的车在外面..
我们在车里..都吓到不知道该怎么办好..
大家也都在那边讨论现在要怎么办..!?
原本是带着睡觉的心情的… 现在大家都变的很有精神起来..
那..我们就立刻打电话给我妈妈咯..
那个时候妈妈没有和我们一起嘛..
电话打通了过后妈妈就约我们去一个地方会面…
去到那边, 反而等我妈妈吃东西..
我们就在那里..发呆,发闷,我就睡觉..
妈妈吃完了过后就心里想,
如果那个某某还在家的话,
那我们就去我舅舅家过夜..
然后我们两辆车再次出动… 去我家巡逻!!
结果,结果真的看到某某的车还在我家.
糟糕的是,之前是看到他的车在篱笆外面而现在是篱笆门里面…
全部人和我都吓呆了..
了就心想真的要去我舅舅家睡哦..?!
妈妈忽然打电话给我们说到不如我们去店睡吧..
就这样挂了电话,没有到一分钟的时间,妈妈又打电话过来

说:

我们现在去警察局

一开始说,就这样吧..没办法了!!
我们就这样去咯…

说明:我妹妹,我表姐,和我妈妈店里的工作人员..
我们四个人在一辆车.我妈妈自己用一辆车… 吃了过后我妹妹就跟我妈妈的车…

继续…!!
去到警察局.. 我妈妈就拜托那里的警察陪我妈妈回家..
以免有什么不测..哈哈..
那时候已经是四点了… 那些警察都要收工了
衰咯..他们不能早走,
警察先生们就预备好他们自己准备做工,
当然,警察他们不时自己去..
他们叫我妈妈跟着他们去..
我妈妈一个人又觉得有点不知道要怎样说, 就有一点怕,,所以就叫我表姐一起去咯…
他们都是跟着警车..
我,妹妹, 很一个staff
就在警局里呆咯, 等他们的来电..

我们等啊…等啊… 等啊..

电话来了…
哇..我们几个就在那边暗喜说..
那个某某回去了..
接下来,, 我们为了要很确定的他回去了..
所以我就问:他回去了哈??!!
表姐:你回来就是了..不要问这样多..

我心里想.. 哎!!! 原来还没回..
没办法.. 我们三个就回咯..

一回到家..我妈妈在门外坐着和我表姐和一个警察..
近到屋里,看到另外一个警察和我五叔和那个某某..
我看到他们的时候,我当然没有特别去看他们每一个人,
虽然我只描他们一眼, 可是我很惊讶说…
那某某的脸给我看来, 他的脸苍老了许多…
皱纹也多了起来… 简直就是树跟土比…
我没有想到…
我真的没有想到…

那我妹妹和我就做在他对面的沙发椅..
他就跟警察说我回来只不过是想看我两个女儿..
我没有别的用意…
那时候我的头低着, 连看也没有..
我听了,我的的眼泪就掉了..
不是我要它掉的哦…! 是那个眼泪自己要掉的..
然后我的五叔就针对我讲说
我不知道是不是后面有人叫你不要跟你们的爸爸碰面..
什么又什么咯… 就是忽然拉高音量!
好像故意给谁听到一样…
讲完了过后,我就出去跟妈妈他们碰面..
我的五叔和我爸爸在后面吵架…
也不知道为了什么..?!

我们就在外面跟警察述说我们家庭的事情咯..
有一个警察就很可爱..
他就问我们他们在后面做什么..?
做么他们还不要走..
我就那边按部就班笑说他们一定是太累了..
因为那个时候是在五点多左右了..
远远超过他们放工时间!
然后我们又纷纷议论说如果是真的要看孩子..
为什么选在凌晨的时候来家里呢?
如果真的要看孩子的话,那就应该要早上来看而不时凌晨
为什么说要看孩子却要去我妈妈房间睡觉呢?
还有一些, 不过在这里说不完..

他们吵完了..

然后他们就出来..
爸爸想和我妈妈握手可却被妈妈别过头,不看他,也不握手..
更厉害的是当爸爸想和我二哥说拜拜的时候,
我二哥说我不要跟你拜拜…
害我在一旁暗笑..
因为心里想
哇!!!
他很敢ho..?!我很佩服他咯,说真的..
他走了过后, 就我的叔叔就留下来..
说了满长的一篇话..
总结论,就是爸爸找你,你听电话就是了咯..
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PICture…

while at home… haven go THE OFFICE..
my sister finish making up, and she is so irritating…
suddenly my cousin says wanted to take a snap shot..
so she post like dat.. my mum says so nice..!?
 SWT=.=”

omg. i looked so ugly… just doing ntg ther… no peak,,i just standing up doing ntg ther..
so boring..
but i honestly forgot what im doing ther?!

First time taking picture with this ppl…’Joseph’..
we’ve got some memories back to when i was still in primary..
is so funny when i remembering back..
i know him more than 5 years if not wrong, but i never..
NEVER once taking photo with him,
and now..! Finally have a chance..
HAHA

Lili and I..!?
so the super SI AI BIN cousin..
always taking picture of herself..
and most of the time, she like to act cute or something something…
haiz, she married edy oo.!
Can u believe it..
but yalar…!
her marriage abit..! er!!
donno how to say… and is private also!

My sister,Priscilla and Lili..!?
this is my sister first time follow us go Pub..
haiz..!!
At first she keep complaining that the smoke is so so smelly..!?
she cannot stand the smell la..!
and whatever la…
and dat day we at the office till very late, and my sister crying that can go edy…
she is crying while dancing..!? so funny when i heard my cousin told me..!
SEH KIA jiu shi a neh.

Lili and ah jun, one of KOK HUA staff.. NOT KOT HUA STAFF ya…
she definitely different…
WE! as her colleague for so long never saw her wear shorts…!
she always wear jeans, even until now..
HAIZ,
i told her need to make up.. and bla bla bla…
bt she didnt listening to me..!
just like
‘IM TALKING TO THE WALL’
u can do the compare…ah JUN her link…

Lili herself..!? check her blog oo lili

AH Jun,, she quite funny dat night,, she kept msg me… dat she drunk liaw, she drunk laiw…
actually for me, i dun think she drunk. but act drunk.
ah JUN

another picture of Lili.. siienzs.

Joseph and Lili taking photo at The Office…

Lili… legs..! very very many FATS..!!

while at Police station 4am..in the morning
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Lili breakfast burger..

and with the coffee

The creamer, the salt… the RUBBISH

ME..! my breakfast..

YUMMY.. and bye bye

- 1 Rose
Love at the first sight; you are the one

- 2 Roses
Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another

- 3 Roses
I love you

- 6 Roses
I wanna be yours

- 7 Roses
I’m infatuated with you

- 9 Roses
An Eternal love, together as long as we live

- 10 Roses
You are perfect

- 11 Roses
You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life

- 12 Roses
Be my steady

- 13 Roses
Secret Admirer

- 15 Roses
I am truly sorry, please forgive me

- 20 Roses
Believe me, I am sincere towards you

- 21 Roses
I am devoted to you

- 24 Roses
Can’t stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday

- 33 Roses
Saying “I love you” with great affection

- 36 Roses
I will remember our romantic moments

- 40 Roses
My love for you is genuine

- 50 Roses
Regretless love, this is

- 99 Roses
I will love you for as long as I live

- 100 Roses
Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age

- 101 Roses
You are my one and only love

- 108 Roses
Please marry me!

- 365 Roses
Can’t stop thinking about you, each and everyday

- 999 Roses
Everlasting and Eternal love

First time Nick come to Kuching… Ooh Wooh..
No arms no legs no worries..! hmm, guess wad..

everyone of us, sure think that how come he had no worries..
we had a lot of worries as a human beings.. hmm,
you and I have a lot of unimaginable problems, worries happen on us… thought we didn’t tell each others but there is always a worry in the deep of our hearts’…
sometimes you may think that life is hopeless, nothing to be care off… wish to just die then everything can be settle… and bye bye to the earth also.. no more worries, no more problems, no more sadness and also no happiness…!
thought got that kind of thinking but somehow u will think is worthless to commit suicide as many people has said that commit suicide is a stupid way to escape reality.

For Nick, there is much more better reason for him to commit suicide.. coz he had no arms no legs and no future in our eyes… but what he did is that he bring miracles for us to look and understand his pain.. through his pain and suffering he are able to share what had Lord did in his life. He shared with us about his suffering, his disappointment towards God and many many more which we are unable to understand the pain but God heals his soul, his mind and his life. Amen?

while at the airport.. waiting for Nick…
and they are church member..

just reach Kuching Airport..
My sis-in-law told me, when they go to welcome him, there is a lot more foreigners keep taking his photo.. hmm… ko lian them also, coz mayb them never see Nick before..
He arrived the day before the preaching day..

Before he start preach, our church “blessed beaty” going to present their dance first…
nice ho?!

den… our pastor give some words and welcome Mr. Nick..
ooh hoo..

Tah tang… for # services de people… every service is full of people.. So the AMEN..

They are all youth seh kia, if i’m not wrong.. hehe!

When Nick just arrived…

Our great speaker: Nick Vujicic, a man full of smile on his face,,
Nick Nick…!!

come forward and start preaching

Pastor on the stage & Nick on the table (Nick eng tao…!)

Happy… smiling… Hehe..!!

When Mr.Nick try to explain to us that our life, there will be always up and down…
when u fall… just stand up at the place that u fall..
if u fall again, den stand up again..
so touch… just when he go forward to his bible … and by using his head and the bible..
he stand up again..
so touch, by his words…

see the bible next to him/??

everyone is very concentrate.. SO cool la..

this is out side situation..

Below… is what Nick shared with us,

about how he make fun people..
还有一次在飞机上，他们团队的几个人为了要作弄飞机上的乘客，他们就将Nick藏在行李柜里，当一个乘客打开行李柜的时候，他就“哗”一声来吓他。 还有一次在红绿灯前(当然不是他驾车啦)，旁边停着一位女孩子开的车，因为那女孩子只能够看到他的头，他突然很想作弄她，所以当他们彼此对望的时 候，Nick很顽皮的将身体做360度旋转，吓坏了旁边的女乘客，因为她只看到一个头在转罢了。
END

2009年了..
在没有意识中,又这样过了一年
在2008年,发生了很多事情..
很多很多,用言语也无法述说的心情和情节..
我在2008年,发生的往事..
-没有好好的用功读书
-爸和妈离婚
-我的灵命也起起落落
-没有好好跟随神的道路走
-心理对家人的感触
-妈妈的伤口,曾经被虐待的伤痕
-我没有一个很好的方法来处理自己的复杂心情
其实在2008年,真的有很多不愉快的事情发生..
但是我很感谢的是, 神没有忘记我…
祂常常都在帮助我, 只是很多事情我自己感觉不到..
请大家多多为我祷告哦..!
让我有不一样的一年..
虽然今年在经济上会有很严重的往下坡..
可是还是要相信神的恩典..
因为祂必赐福给我们,只要我们是走在祂的道路上..
AMEN?!
大家要多多为我祷告哦..
让我今年会跟往年不一样..
因为我要站起来..
我要预备神要给我的福份..
当然, 我也会多多努力学习..
在祷告方面,在敬拜方面, 在顺服方面…
还有很多很多都是我还必须学习的…
让我今年是丰收年, 在我属灵方面..
为我多多祷告哦..
谢谢大家..