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  1. Times to battle

    October 8, 2008 by admin

    My sis and I went to young adult’s camp last Friday.
    It was so awesome.
    Our church pastor invited American pastor to come to their camp to preach for this year 2008.
    The pastor was cute, young as a pastor, he don’t looked old, friendly, lovely, his voice are so touching..omg!!
    Gone crazy for him..!? haha
    I never met so cool pastor, thought his back ground was really dark and his life was really bad.
    He was an addicted to drug, he ever become a prisoner, his mum is a prostitute, he sell drug before and he did a lot of things that very evil but of course these things are done before he minister Lord.
    And now, he served the Lord for 11 year ++. Today he became a pastor and he saved a lot of soul, he was so great…
    His testimonials touch a lot of people and he said to us once, that his testimonial is very dramatic and he doesn’t want us to suffer things like that as he does!
    We are the son of beloved Jesus, and why he wanted us to suffer from this kind of things. AMEN?!

    The title of times to battle is for the year of 2008’s camp.
    It was so awesome…
    I din go for the camp, thought they were allowed youth to join in but I dun wan…
    Hmm
    But at least I go for Friday night. One day only!
    We sang happy birthday to him because his birthday is on 18th of October but we celebrate early for him lorh..
    Hahaha

    His preaching is really “battle” against the devil.. and battle for Kuching’s souls. AMEN?
    Learned a lot of things thought only one night.
    His preaching touched me a lot,
    His ministry really great..
    Through my eyes, I can saw that God really love him, and God is always be with him..
    Because of his humble,, maybe?!
    I wish I could be like him oneday..
    I wish I could do something for God one day,
    I wish I could do something like pastor did today,
    I wish I could help others,
    I wish I could help elderly people laugh because of Jesus,
    I wish I could help elderly people cry because of Jesus,
    I wish, I wish, I wish, and I wish..
    But this is only my wish…
    I wish I could do many many things for God,
    And everything seems hard.
    I was too pride for myself,
    I can’t anything well,
    I don’t have the responsibility like others,
    I wish I could, I really wish I could,
    But it fails me…
    Without responsibilities I can’t served God well,
    And a lot a lot a lot more…

    I know I’m weak in God,
    I know that I am nothing in His eyes,
    But how I need to do, to strengthen my life in Him,

    I knew His way, is hard, is tough..
    But I just wanna go His way..
    But why!? Why?!
    WHY AM I SO WEAK!?

    Hmm…

    I will served the Lord, almighty Lord one day,
    I will and it will happen in the future or maybe now..
    Just dun let the fire in me get redeems..
    AMEN..!?