For 17 years past,
My mind always act like a child, until now probably…
I love the way i am, but sometimes i hate the way i am…
this type of thinking really make me feel wanna cry… but what can i do to overcome this…
i’ve got nothing to say when i realize me myself is a kind of person that someone dislike..
I was so jealousy on some one that they have many friends..
When i saw them, i feel like why am i no friends? why they can make so many friends? how they did this..?
hmm…
most of the people might say, aiyo.. dun think too much la… there is nothing de larh…
less friends is better ba,, sometimes! depend on what condition you are in..!?
haiz..!
but i learned something by my eyes without anyone telling me, i just knew it,
and i grown so big now… i mean age not body size.
but why still couldn’t I met alot of friends like others..!
got once, my brother ask me, do you met any new friends at college?
my answer : not really have! coz they dun wan to make friends’ with me ba…!
den my brother’s increased his volume and said…
you should make friends with others but not wait until people make friends with you…!?
den he continued, he said… YOU as a christian should make a moved 1st, you need to save alot of soul and we need to have this type of burden but now u say u can’t make any friends then this is your problem but not others problem..
you should checked you you selves 1st before saying others…
and my reply is… O.O…
beside this, i really dunno what can i answer… hmm..!!!
everything just gone worse when im grow up…
